The " Red Shift" written by Ted Berrigan is showing us his emotional represented by the red color standing for love and anger. And the shift which changing forward and backward from love to anger.
At first he is expressing where he at? and showing he is disappointed his life. He felt like hopeless, he would do anything to punish his life dying slowly. Drinking Calvado. then immediately he is mentioning his past. Love is always great, but then children, money and sometimes i won't fit into life. Divorced and received nothing. Give much but how much you can received. That is it, that life. You thought would change your destination but too bad. There is there, can't change it. Hot or cold water is still water. We couldn't change to the liquid!
From now, his anger has shift back. People would live long as the California Dream but he he doesn't. He saying something opposite in some awkward way. He will never taken by his age. But he also says that " I will never go away and you will never escape from me". It is awkward by the person that telling what he strong at. But also showing his weakness and mistaken.
But then at the end he was missing the love and anger. Two of them in one and last statement sharing his peacefully in side of him. He realized that thing will never change. He was and living the life that " only our human lot" !
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